a hundred buck deal.

“What’s the use of that laundry shop if there’s me?”

She’s so busy that she can’t do her personal laundry unless I’ll have the initiative to take all the laundry myself. She asked me to  take her clothes in the laundry shop. She had a second look and said, “Why not you do my laundry and I’ll pay you a hundred bucks?” With no second thought and I closed it with a deal.
She, my older sister, is now working for 2 years a CPA and I having my 5th year of college as a retard sophomore. Being a student that is jobless and a dumbass who merely depends on my parents, my sister had more wealth than me. As long as she had breads to bait my labor, I am her slave! LOL!

Among the three of us children in the family, I am favored with lots of house chores and responsibilities by my dad. Do the laundry, wash the dishes, sort those clothes, clean our backyard, buy these outside, etc.

(Picture was taken in our kitchen where mugs are placed. In my deep sentiment while I was washing the dishes.)

I don’t mind doing things for my sister since I’m getting something in return that is worth my efforts. But dad had  LOTS of errands for me that I usually thought not worth doing. Why is it always me? Am I your only child? Is it just me who can do those things?  I always find it unfair. Though I never say no to my dad and I’m a hundred percent sure he heard nothing from me. Just a not so pleasant facial expression I admit doing.  It’s not that I am expecting somethign in return, but a little acknowledgement is a big thing.

But then I’ve realised, it’s more beyond words or expression my dad had done for me and for the two ugly girls I had for siblings. How could I think of such thoughts when he worked hard for us to send to college? I would not have this bulky stomach flab if dad didn’t provide us food to eat. Maybe I had brains so small that I couldn’t see things my dad does for us.

If I would die and given a chance to be reincarnated and live again, I would ask God to reincarnate my father as well and also my sisters and live another life just as what we used to be.

~ by cornolio on June 22, 2009.